Everything Changes

Greetings and happy Wednesday to all of my fellow journalers!  Sorry for the lack of enteries but honestly since Thursday my life has been more insane,and stressful,then I EVER could've imagined.  Oh,and it's not all good.  In fact,let me start with the bad stuff that way I end on a highnote. 

First,let me start by saying that in medical news things aren't good.  My grandmother is not doing well at all.  Yesterday we went by to visit her and she kept insisting that she was going to come with us.  This comes on the heels of one of my cousins going to visit her,for the second time in a year I might add,and proclaiming that my grandmother does not belong in the nursinghome.  Before I go any further let me just say I regret hurting my family but let me be totally honest,when I say,if ANYTHING happens to my grandmother not bothering with these clowns EVER,EVER again will not phase me. 

I have been to see Gram almost everyday and honestly, I don't see how ANYONE can sit there and say,"She doesn't belong in the nursinghome."  She's unable to get herself out of bed anymore,she cannot clean herself,she cannot get to the bathroom,and she's also haulucinating!  Yesterday she had us taking garbage out of her hands that is not even there!  Now apparently certain members of my family are wacky enought to believe that she doesn't belong there.  I personally would like to know where THEY THINK she belongs!  The person in question HAS NOT been to see her more then twice!  I'm sorry BUT when you've been every SINGLE day you can voice an opinion but when you haven't I have but one request STFU! 

Anyway, Gram is not the only medical heartbreak in my family!  My favorite aunt is also terminally ill.  Just yesterday we were informed that she has about 6 months to live,if she does not get treatment,but if she does she gets 18 months.  The radiation has the same offer but the side effects suck sideways.  She will have a hard time swallowing and various other issues. 

Oh,and to top off my sister in law will find out in a few days whether or not she will be on bedrest for the remainder of her pregnancy. 

Okay,so that's all the medical stuff and to be honest all of it is NOT good! 

So,after all this trauma I must admit finding brightspots is NOT easy!  There are a few  but it's tough. 

Let's start with last night.  After a lot of stress and trauma I started my job at Target last night! I must admit that I am super excited!  The orientation was interesting and I got my schedule for the next two weeks!  I'll be training as a cashier tomorrow and starting hardlines on Friday!  Tomorrow I will be working from 5 to 10 p.m. and then on Friday from 5 p.m. to 12 a.m..  Overall, I'm pretty happy with my schedule because it beats 4 hour shifts.  According to one of the personel people I will have an easy time learning the register and most of my time will be spent working on the salesfloor anyway. 

Okay,so if at some point in the next month I'm not around here's why. 

I'm going to be moving.  Recently,we were informed that our landlord is selling our apartment building and dad has started looking for us to move somewhere else.  We have a few nice places lined up to look at and honestly I'm kind of excited.  Our apartment is not exactly the nicest place and according to the new guy everything in the apartment has to be gutted. 

Anyway, I'm not thrilled here, I hate this place and moving holds a lot of appeal.  Keep you posted on how this all works out.  Okay.  Guess that's it.  Off to relax and hopefully,kick this cold.   Latta gators!